life with two
on the 24th of November we welcomed a new family member. A son. We named him Cale. It wasn't an easy pregnancy, or birth. But that doesn't compare to what it's like to have two of them that need your constant attention. There is no book. No answers in Google. No advice anyone could give to prepare you for how it's going to be. I knew it wasn't going to be easy, and some days are far harder then others.
My heart is full. I am so tired. I find myself losing my shit more then once and having a good old cry when they are both in bed. I forget Evie is just 3. I forget that all of this is normal, and I forget that we all struggle at some point don't we. I am just taking it day by day, with the thoughts pushed back in my mind, and with the hope that soon, I'll get the hang of this.
My heart is full. I am so tired. I find myself losing my shit more then once and having a good old cry when they are both in bed. I forget Evie is just 3. I forget that all of this is normal, and I forget that we all struggle at some point don't we. I am just taking it day by day, with the thoughts pushed back in my mind, and with the hope that soon, I'll get the hang of this.